My pops is sick.  He’s had cancer in the past.  He’s a tough old man and he beat it.  But it has come back… Twice.  Not so sure he’ll survive this round.  He’s counting in me to take over his business.  It’s not what I want.   It’s not like he doesn’t have others who could do it in my place.  But I know he’s disappointed.  He would never say that.  He’s always been supportive of anything I want.  I feel like honoring my father’s family wishes will keep me from being able to someday have a family of my own.  It’s complicated.

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